Enough Is Enough

I do not know what to do? I am a mother who has ran out of options to a point and hope that there is someone who will hear me and my children.
  I am and always will be a mother in 2017 I was married to a man who is well connected with his family and money and i am a no one. long story short. i went through a trial and lost my children to 3 days a week because to be honest i have no idea. i've never done any crimes nor have i been anything but a mother. one thing I am in is a town where the gossip is more important then my children and the cops are dirty. the judges are dirty. when i say dirty i mean by whatever is being gossiped about is what is believed. no one should be talking about me or my children nor should anyone be convicted of a crime because they don't have technology in court. in this town so much more is going on then just my story. a young man was shot in the back of the head  and the officer is getting on paid leave as the other family morns their son. there is suicide going on in the jail. there is a judge who uses his power and gives no justice by the law. 
  I am trying to fight police, cps, judges for the safety of my children with all this injustice going on in this town. someone needs to speak up and i will never stop no one will shut me up and my children will not suffer because of these things oh, wait they are. they are being abused and no one cares. cps is a joke in this town again gossip wins all.
 How as a mother trying to survive one day at a time and trying to be there for my children do i get someone outside that could help listen. I know money rules all and no one cares about children unless there is some benjamins hanging out of the wallet. well enough one thing is no one can silence me and never will i stop fighting.
  in 2017 my ex husband kenneth mcgath was trying to keep me from my family with a brother who just had a heart attack who lives in az. i lost my parents and he would not let me go visit. this man was not going to repeat with my family. soon as he found out i was going to visit he threw a fit and called 911 and gave false allegations of me abusing him as he was and still is the abuser.he also kicked my son out with me. he had beat on my child and i was done. i left the home and went and saw my sick brother.he and police lied about me not being able to talk to my children i went and talk to a sherrif. i got told the restraining order was against me not my children.
 that's the beginning. i came back and went to my friends home. i was then on the phone and he told me he would slice my throat i called a domestic hotline they told me they would take me and my 3 girls but not my son since he was 18 and no way was i leaving my son homeless. so they asked did i have a safe place to go to. i did family in az. so my son drove me and my 3 other children from devils lake nd, to bullhead city az. we got to family my sons family because my brother lived in a place where the visitors were only allowed up until 6pm at night. my sons family took us in welcoming and safely away from this man. 21 days later the police came and ripped me from my children. he started process of divorce saying i was abusive to play his way into court and the lies began.
i showed up for court by selling anything and everything i owned.my son graduated with this fight which he had not needed. my husband at time was keeping my clothing and sons. i requested to get personal items as clothing. i requested police and his lawyer me without one said they insist but yet i had to call police and his lawyer husband showed up. i found paraphernalia in the upstairs and he tried to say it was mine but yet i was gone out of home for 4 months.
a month later my 12 year old daughter got pictures for police and they did a raid and got him on 2 counts of paraphernalia and i did an emergency motion for my children. no motions were ever heard and the judge would not even look at me. i put in document after document showing his abuse. i showed the court he was committing fraud with my daughters ssi money again no one cared. i showed pornagraphy he had on my 5 yr olds phone. again no one cared. he abused my children no one cared the police said unless there is a mark there is nothing they could do. 
im a mother i'm in wow. then he goes and gets me for simple assault i fight it and win. because i never did. but now on public access it says i did. he has tried to stop me or ruin me. the police have tried to shut me up but they will not. he was selling his fentanyl patches and my daughter new it also and did anyone listen only a few police officers did but hands tied not much can do. strange drug addict males in and out and around my children. i tell the judge he then tells the attorney to hire a GAL. she does at the facts she worked with the women over the years and thinks she is a shoe in because the women knows her. well they are not GAL. they get hired as investigators and rule against ken. did the judge take any advice? no .. why? did he take anything they said? no why? because my ex got the lawyer whose husband is a demoted task force police officer. i watched officers in uniform in this building while i was in my divorce trial always wondered what was going on. on police hours uniformed they were building her a new office with the money they are making that my ex  husband is wheeling and dealing with drug money until i call insurance and get that stopped. proof of textes of that. nothing i say here can not be proven to be false.because everything i found out i well almost everything. i gave to court. i never let court reporters know they were emailing the judges calendar behind his back because they accidently were sending to my email. or how i got my sons key to his mail box was i lied to our manager saying there was money from grandmother. the manager was talking to the lawyer and kept asking in court did he get any money. i lied to manager because my son lost his key. my son knew of this lie and so they tried to bring up in court but yet how would they know my son was getting money for christmas unless the manger was talking to lawyer. they could not tell and i knew they were playing behind the scenes talking and gossiping. because they were playing on our lie the dummies. so the manager was giving information about my son and what was in his mail box to an outsider my ex attorney.against the law by all means. privacy.a federal crime. did anyone care? no!!
i lost my children to 3 days a week and over paying in child support why? who knows? my ex made our disabled child a victim in fraud where the FBI was involved. no one cared again.proof i showed. proof of him stealing our children's ssi funds did anyone care? again NO.
i proved he was a pervert no one cared. i proved my disabled child was not being taken care of again no one cared. i proved he was violent as he sat up on the stand and said he would wack some one and he blatantly said he smoked weed again no one gave to shits about 3 little girls.
a man who is not medically taking care of himself nor the children got people to lie on the stand and i showed them to be liers. not one things was said what a bad mom i was or that i was not in best interest to children as he alienated me from children. again no one cared. he his property under judges nose he didn't care. my husband got everything. but the kicker is i have not signed one thing in court no divorce degree no nothing. no quick claim deed nothing and now i'm on appeal. as my ex holds onto my home and my hole 46 years of past history of my parents and my sons belongings ands this is being allowed in devils lake nd. these crimes and abuse are allowed to go on as long as you gossip and know the right people.AS HE ABUSES MY 12 YR OLD AND HE TRIES TO GET HER FOR UNRULY CHILD AS HE DID IN PAST TO MY ADOPTIVE DAUGHTER.
 i will expand my story there is always more im just tired of texting i want my word out i want my kids to stop being abused i want this town to be discovered and i want someone who can help help me and my kids. i will never stop. i will keep going i will always fight for these babies. in the mean time i must take the abuse from police and cps and so do my children. anyone who can help PLEASE HELP!!